Wednesday, February 3, 2010

Wants vs Needs!

The other day I made the horrible mistake of telling Zach there was a 65 mustang on the lemon lot on base. He immediately had to see it! It's not worth what the guy is asking, but that doesn't stop Zach from wanting it. Later that evening Zach and I were talking and he said "You know I just want to much." I'll agree with that! So then we talk more and I decided he wants to much, but I want TO DO too much. For instance there is a 1/2 marathon I found out about that runs along the Jersey Shore. Now is this something I really have time for.....no, but I am so competitive with myself I really want to do it! I printed the training schedule, but with subbing, Cody's 5 therapy sessions a week, piano lessons, scouts, running the house, being Zach's secretary and all I just don't know where I would squeeze in preparing for a 1/2 marathon! And I also have been researching going to school more. Do I have time for that (or money for that matter)? Of course not, but I loved going to school and am so eager to get my special ed degree. I want to catch up on scrapbooking and I want to decorate my house. Again two things I really don't have time for. Why can't there be more hours in the day so I can do everything I want to do? And why can't money grow on trees so Zach can have everything he wants?

(insert sigh here)

Well that's life. I'll survive, really I will. And someday I will have enough time to do what I want.........right?

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